What can I say to show you that your place should be with me, I have said and explained it all the time, but you chose to live a life that doesnt give you more of what you want.

Let me give you or atleast try and give you what you want atleast with me I will give you that love and touch you desire, and I will never give up on that love, let me heal you, let yourself heal me, let us hold eachother under the moon and kiss softly as we watch our child play under the stars.

I love you I dont just say that, I speak it from the heart and I would do anything for you even just a touch of your skin or a wink at you from afar, maybe a smell of your hair, but regardless you are all I have ever wanted all my life, and while I hid from you, I never stopped loving you, there would be days that your name came up and all I saw in my mind was you beautifull smile and cristaylized eyes.

There was times I had been in my darkest moments. but just the thought of you gave me that smile, there have been somany times I would be so depressed and sad but its always you that made me happy.

So thats why this time in my life is hardest because I need you, I want you and want to grow old with you.