AS I LOOK

As I look back on all the good times and even some bad times and to where we have come now, we have covered a lot of ground, I look back at all the stuff we did maybe an art piece maybe a love poem, or maybe just a short letter looking for eachother.

As I look back on all we did, it brings a tear to my face, but also brings a smile to my lips, Cant explain why I action this way or that way, And now things have really pushed our hearts forward.

As I look behind us and see all the good and bad, I only know that I cant erase the bad from our memories, but Im glad I cant erase the good times. there was a good connection and there is one today. A connection that seems pretty strong, and its not an ifatuation or even lust, but much more then all that, its a love that has been growing over time, even a love that has grown so much stronger.

AS I look forward, I see a Vivid future of me and you, walking down a rainy sidewalk holding hands, letting the rain fall on our faces.

AS I look forward, I see a future of us building something that we have always wanted for so long, a future of us bringing something special into this world. And a future of where we can finally touch and allow that love to finally grow into what it was meant to be.

And As I look forward I see a future that only I want with you, because I have loved you for so long and everytime we say goodbye I break down everytime you walk away, thats a feeling I dont want to re-live.

So as I look at you I can only see a future that I want, and a future you want,  a future with a kiss, a future with a ring, and a future with passion, a future with me and you.

If I saw you today I would cry and wouldnt let go of you, as I would have tears down my face, I would grab you and just kiss you, and never let go, my love is not just some thing, its the type of love that I would do anything for you and do anything to make you smile.