So I have not written anything in years but sitting here at 3 am after looking over a few things wanted to write something bare with me

Once upon a time

So as I look over things and life can really make you think sometimes my mind always goes to those years ago I met this girl with the most beautiful eyes she was this perfect àngel her name i believe she goes by a different name these days Tracey i believe or is it still Erica? as we were young and learned a lot had laughs and tears but I seem to always go back to those thoughts of you and your bubbly self cute as the sailor Moon gals

We crossed paths and helped eachother and even had our fights through the

Troubles of our minds

I didn't understand mental illness back then but have to say through recent events I understand that it can be real and can be much hard on the soul I really could have used your insight

But besides all that I think of you or us most days and yes I made mistakes but I do enjoy the great times in my mind and wish you never left because I truly have needed your time even if just a little

I do miss you and our early hours of the morning chats Time may have passed from those days and hope you are doing well and I believe you are and that's good but do know you are still within my mind and soul and most of all my heart

~X~