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The best of times the worst of times You were the bestie that I never knew I had till it was too late now You abandon me and I cant stop you but I guess thats where life takes you, I wont beg you anymore I wont play the blocking game for one second as you do, but do know where everyou head off to you will always be in my heart, in the end I guess this is how you want things and that alone will make a grown man cry, I was nothing more then just that person to chat with I guess, I was nothing more then that person who writes stuff, I was nothing more then nothing itself....
:(........... this song will always be close to my heart in the days past and the days future, its rare to find such a rare soul i guess it is what it is, forever in my heart and mind.
Atleast you are happy thats good, take care .............
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Just trying to be me for the mostpart its ok I guess life without you is hard but I know if you are out there I wish you the best and my door is alway open even though I said it closes it never has in 15 years, but I am in a better place now in life you opened my eyes up to not settle because its so eay to settle and be safe, but to trully be happy one must make the jump and find one self.
#17 is still ok for me but eventually I will move closer to work, I miss you I think of you daily and realise e mistakes I have made and wish I could go back in time and make the right changes right from the start. my door is always open for your heart and soul, my phone will remain the same as it has never changed other formats are the same even if I am blocked but regardless life does go on and im here wishing you the bet and maybe one day you will see the good in me because believe it or not my intent has always been good.
Some things change and some things never change, But one thing that has never changed is how I have felt for you even with this being the eve of destruction of what may not be anymore but I know I have never stopped loving who you are and who you have become, never thought we would be at this point, never thought we would take this step that either brings us life or destroys us, my intentions are never to hurt you or harm you in anyway, but one thing is important to say is that I have always just wanted to love you because you opened your heart to me, and I do believe the love you have for me and I never doubted it, the choices we make now will for surly create a path for us all, but do know I love you with all my heart and breaks my soul at the idea of losing you but even I know "TIME" will catch up to us and remove us from this place.
What can I say Not anything that I have not said before All I know is that life is fragle and its so easy to live happy but its the hardest thing in the world to actually feel happy.
Dont live life for others live life for you live life because it makes you happy, Dont let the world decide who you are.
So As I sit here and see the snow fall its a beautiful sight, Its a sight that I enjoy to see, as I sit here I think more then anything in the world that I would rather start over with you then do anything else.
I rather hold your hand in the snow then anything else, I rather start with nothing and you in my arms then be rich and you not there.
Because life without you is not the same, I dont paint a big picture of money, riches and everything we allways desire, The picture that I do paint is.
To always love you, To always hold your hand, to always be by yourside, to never let you fall and if you do I would be there to pick you up, to grow with you, to love you nomatter what, but most of all to continue what we started.